This summer was…strange. I have a feeling we can all agree on that, no matter what we were up to! As the opportunities I had been intending to participate in started to fall through, I grew more and more anxious that I wouldn’t find work at all. Then a fateful email came in one day, and I happened to be staring at my phone right as it did. It was a local engineering company searching for interns and I emailed a resume in response in all of about five minutes, unconcerned with the type of work I would do at this point. In a day or two, I had done an interview over the phone and triumphantly informed my parents that they wouldn’t be able to put me to work in the yard all summer because I was a workin’ gal now!
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The company was quite a wonderful company to work for, and I am incredibly grateful for the learning experience I got from them. I had decided to work from home because, although the workplace was open and near my house (and I had my own office so I would be able to socially distance), my entire team was at home as well. I figured, why sit in a little office by myself when I could just sit at home and have my puppies, kitchen full of food, and all the other comforts of home with me while I work? Unfortunately, there were a few things that I did not realize, but that I would come to learn very quickly.
For one, comforts of home also means distractions of home as well. It was pretty easy to accidentally while away an hour “quickly” doing the laundry, making lunch, or taking a break to read outside, especially when it was absolutely beautiful weather outdoors. On top of that, I came to discover that I cannot stand sitting inside behind a computer coding for eight hours a day. Whoops. That was exactly what I had signed up for. Not to mention, I took a rather difficult online summer class, so after work, it was time to spend a few more hours on the computer studying. Ha! My brain was absolutely not a fan of that.
As the summer went on, I tried my best to squeeze in exercise into each day—always very important—but it just wasn’t enough to balance all of that time indoors. I also tried to maintain a positive attitude because there were so many individuals who were unable to work and because we were all together facing a very tough situation, not just me. But it certainly wasn’t always easy.
Now, you might be thinking, Uh, news flash, most (computer) engineers have to sit inside all day, whether there is a pandemic or not… and to that I’d say you are absolutely correct and I am now scrambling to try and find a way to still do the work I am passionate about whilst somehow being outside… It is a process, as I am sure it is for everyone, and always a hard lesson when you realize that simply enjoying something isn’t quite enough. It might seem great to design video games, for example, but are you able to stare at a computer screen for 40+ hours a week? Sometimes I think that maybe I should just completely switch it up and become a zookeeper or forest ranger or something. But, before I go that far, I am working to explore all of the opportunities out there.
A few things that really helped me keep my peace of mind, in the summer, and now as we all learn to navigate “Zoom University”, were hobbies such as roller skating, hiking on the weekends, running outside with my dogs, and yard work (believe it or not, despite what I said before, I actually really enjoy moving dirt and mowing lawns!). Essentially, I partook in anything that would get me outside in a safe, socially distanced way. Some other things I did that didn’t require me to leave the house included journaling, reading, learning something new (more coding languages and baking!), and practicing time away from electronics. I am very thankful for the opportunities I had this summer and I hope that everyone was able to relax and learn during their summers as well, whether that was through an internship, a new hobby, or just enjoying some slower times with family! Now, I aim to find the positive and appreciate this fall semester as much as possible, though it is a challenge for me personally, and I am sure for many others. No matter what, it is always a learning experience and a good adventure!
The pictures include my two [home] office buddies, Shelby (the fluffier one) and Lincoln, a very fun hike, and an out-of-office buddy, Danzereno. (: